Today is the most important day of my life. This is it. My new life. New path. New direction.
Today is the most important day of my life. The crossroads. The turning point. Everything that has happened so far has led up to this. Built up to this point. And this is it.
My intuition tried its best. I did my best to listen. To follow. I didn’t have time. Wasn’t prepared enough. Didn’t have an idea. A platform. Followers. Likes. Wasn’t experienced enough.
I did it anyway.
I pushed myself. An opportunity not to be missed. I listened. Acted. Researched. Read. Discovered. Uncovered. Planned. Asked advice. Shared my ideas. Wrote from a place deep within myself. Put my heart and soul into it. My whole being into the process.
It was cathartic. Enlightening. Valuable. Needed.
It opened my eyes. Plotted the journey ahead. Set marker posts on my path. Gave me ideas. Confidence. Lit a fire inside me. Made me want to know more. Led me on a journey. Rekindled a longing that I’d forgotten. Brought me back to myself. Re-connected me to my being. My soul. The real me.
I connected to ancient, divine sources. I absorbed myself in them. Their lives. Teachings. I absolved myself. I forgave myself. I atoned for sins against myself. I stood strong. Resolved to be who I truly am regardless.
To shut off the outer-world. To not follow societal demands and expectations. To live a free and honest life. As myself. Truly myself. To become a force for living creatively. To encourage others to join me. Find their source. Connect to their creative wellspring and share it.
I made the right decision for me. For my life. For my health and wellbeing. I followed my heart and my soul, and it led me to this point.
A turning point. A door into the next phase of my life. A right next move.
Of sharing. Of creativity. Of ancient power. Of divine light. Of art. Of writing. Of finding my own true North. Of following it. Of getting in touch with the deepest, darkest recesses of my soul. Of listening to what she needed to share. Of trusting her. Of putting down on paper the wisdom she freely gave. Of trying my best. Putting in long hours. Working. Striving to finish. Perfect unison of mind, body, spirit communing to produce. Create. An idea. My idea.
Being vulnerable. Putting into practice the wisdom I’d learned along the way. Being open. Honest. Genuine. Taking a risk. Becoming childlike. Trusting. Willing to try.
The result. The most important day of my life. A game changer. A new way. An opportunity. A time to embrace. Move forward. Step into the future. Leave the past behind. Close the door and float into a new space.
My new life. In my own hands. To make or break as I desire. Today is always the most important day of my life.
What would happen if you let go and listened to you heart’s deepest desires?
Maria Bayliss is an Artist and Writer do please check out her beautiful work at www.mariabayliss.com